After the first session at StrangeLoop, I ran downstairs, heading for the side of the lobby with the women's restroom. I had to pee. Halfway there I looked up; it said "Men's Restroom." Turned around: "Men's Restroom." Wait a minute.
Trapped between two men's rooms, I flipped out. I had to pee and this was NOT OK. An usher pointed me around the corner, where the Family Restroom was relabeled "Ladies." It was a one-seater.
There was no line.
That day in the Family Restroom I threw a fit. Hurled my water bottle at the wall and screamed, "This is not OK!"
StrangeLoop is the most awesome of programming conferences, with less "you can use this in your day job tomorrow" and more "you can think about this for months and then it will embiggen everything you do." Seven of the speakers at the conference were women, better than the local conferences I've attended this year. Thirty or forty women attended, of over a thousand. 3%.
I exited that bathroom and looked around at the sea of men, and it looked different than ten minutes before. Ten minutes ago it was expected. Now it was NOT OK.
There are women in programming. Usually there are a few other women wherever I've worked, something like 15%. (More at Amdocs, which was an Israeli company.) Look at the women who attend conferences, and there are fewer, around 10%. Take a highly technical, serious-about-this conference like StrangeLoop, and we're down to 3%. Speakers at technical conferences are somewhere between 3-10%, partly because organizers recognize that women speakers are a good influence on the industry and bring more women attendees.
The rest of the conference, I veered far from my usual mode of operation. Instead of talking among my friends and targeting mostly men to meet, I chased down women in hallways to say hello. Ines Sombra suggested over twitter a gathering for drinks that evening, and it became my mission to invite every woman I saw.
Saint Louis has a vibrant software industry, especially lately. We have a shocking variety of user groups; I've spoken at six this year. There's a group for every ecosystem and favored text editor. Across the board, attendance is 30-50, yet if I see another woman I get excited. At first, people thought I was a recruiter. Extroverted female at a programming group? It was a reasonable assumption.
Monday evening at StrangeLoop, fourteen passionate women programmers sat around three pushed-together tables. We broke into conversations with the people nearest us. I had before never spoken with three other women about technical topics. It felt good! It felt really, really good. We considered starting a group for women in tech in St. Louis.
There aren't enough women in programming. I applaud those who work to get more girls to choose STEM careers. (shout-out to Atomic Object, who sent a few of my favorite people to StrangeLoop.) There are initiatives to raise awareness of bias and sexism in the workplace. There is encouragement for women to speak at conferences. But what about the level above that?
There are speakers, and then there are respected thought leaders. The keynoters, the language designers, the authors of seminal texts. Where are the women there? Can you name one in this millenium?
Enrollment of women in computer science is decreasing. The women who do program move up to project management instead of architecture. Senior developers go home at five thirty while their husbands lead user groups. Why?
I want to find role models at the very top of our industry. I want to make talking tech with other women commonplace. I want to encourage women to make programming a career. I want more women at StrangeLoop.